whats love got to do with this

2002-07-17T19:57:00.000-07:00

hey wow....i forgot that i had this blog.....for anyone waiting in anticipation for me to write back! yay! i will update you a bit on everything.......i dont like Seth anymore, he got a girlfriend [Mary] and while at first i thought mary was a plague upon mankind i now see her as more or less a blessing, you see i was only going to church to see seth......sad huh? it now allowed me to sit back and really look at what i was doing, the guys at church are so weird, seth grabbed my arm when i walked in the sanctuary, it scared the crap out of me! i didnt see him come around the corner, then dusty had Melony's umbrella, and it has a duck on the end of it and he was like 'Hey steph......look.....its Mary Poppins!' ahh me. David was asking if anyone had "Die Hard" and i could have sworn i had it, so i told him i might have it, so he was like, well if you do call me and i'll come pick it up.....now my house is in the middle of no where, so i thought he was just joking with me, but he gave me his number....and now i feel bad cause i dont have the movie and he has to go buy it, something for Blink or something like that......i dunno. well i gotta go, check ya later!

--at the moment--
feeling\\sad/tired
thinking of\\the summer beach trip/sleep
listening to\\lisa watching "Moulin Rouge"
getting ready to\\fix my website/clean my room

2002-02-10T13:20:00.000-08:00

Ok so i havent been really faithful with the whole blogging thing. The past couple of months have been great though. I am not feeling so hot today, on the other hand. On my way home from church this morning i felt really really sick and...we had to pull over. I think i am allergic to the butter on popcorn. You know the really fake stuff. Which sucks because i love buttered popcorn.....mMmMmMmM. Sorry. I just did this really dumb test, it is supposed to tell you your perfect Valentines day song. Yeah that quiz was depressing. it just reminded me of my lack of guys that like me....::sigh:: who needs guys. They are all loosers anyway, yea! i got my health, i got my life, i got my friends and family. oi and to think i am going to get all worked up about some guy, some...some...i give up, i have every right to throw a fit about the most perfect guy i have ever met. oi remind me never to fall in love again...it really hurts, haha love isnt very soft so you shouldnt fall into it! ;D ooooh common, you know that was cute. ok i gotta go, stay Jiggay

---at the moment---
feeling\\a little woozy/light headed
thinking of\\stupid valentines day/seth
listening to\\Relient K
getting ready to\\go to the bathroom.

2001-12-29T10:38:00.000-08:00

hay hay hay
i am so sleepy right now! ok just yesturday i got my wisdom teeth cut out....i dont remember anything, odd stuff eh? i dunno. i was awake for a total of like one hour yesturday...ok maybe two. i dont remember much. except the fact that i was very indecicive. [sorry spelling isnt my strength] i want to go to church tomorrow but i dont, you know. i want to go because i should and i havent been going for a while, ok like i just went on Wednesday but i havent been going like steadily. but i really dont think i am going to feel up to it, at this rate, i dont think i will go to church on sunday....yeah thats a safe assumption. i dont get to see Seth on sundays anyway and i think my daddy will probably forget to wake me up! awww Seth was so sweet on Wednesday night.....i walked into the gym at church and he did the little "vr salute" ok so its an inside joke! and then he was talking to me and it was great....::sigh:: ok so i scare myself sometimes, shut up! no but he was askin me about how my christmas went and stuff, which is more than i can say about most of my other friends, i had to like remind them that christmas was like the day before yesturday, i dunno....i am rather sleepy, dumb medicine...of course it is a good idea to sleep while i can but i cant because it is to noisy in this house. what ever that means. i went to the disney village on thursday with my best friend kayla. it was fun! we went in the store Magnetron and i got this really funny magnet. it is The David [by Michelangelo] and you can dress him up in womens clothing, its so great! haha i think i will surprise my friend audra and put him in the locker! [we share a locker]
i gotta go take a nap i am having difficulty staying awake, and everything is blurry.....darn medicine ._. check ya later!

--at the moment--
feeling\\sleepy/in pain
thinking of\\the turkey in the fridge/seth
listening to\\nothing
getting ready to\\sleep